At first I was queasy; I'll never forget the sound of the scalpel cutting a body open. But it was so cool trying to work out how these people died.

It's really cool to see glowsticks at the show, to see dance music culture infiltrating and becoming one with the metal community.

When you live on the road, going home is a place to escape and just be with your family to unwind.

I've been on Prozac for 12 years and I'm off it now. I know what it feels like to be excited and sad again. I haven't felt like this in 12 years; I'm like a giddy little kid.

When I listen to music, I don't want to hear about flowers. I like death and destruction.

I got problems. I freak out, go to a shrink, go through all kinds of therapy and stuff, but I'm learning how to deal with it. That's why I've chosen one hour a night to get all of my aggressions out. to really tell the world the way I feel.